Baby Hudson's on his way so we celebrated in a Special way.....To all our Family and Friend's we thank you agian. You each hold a place so dear in hearts and having you there was the best part.

Sea World Fun!!!

seven days into spring, my favorite season and it is beginning to dawning on me that i will no longer bloom again.

You see spring for me has always been that time of year when everything is new again in nature. barren trees that were dead all winter are now are making a coming back more glorious then before. Flowers long forgotten are reclaiming their rightful spots. even the sun who has taken the winter off is slowly taking the stage.

it is also a feeling i get inside that i too can start a new,refreshed from a winters rest.anything might just be a possibility and within my grasp. but this year and all the years yet to come,(god willing)i will no longer be able to re bloom bigger and bright and this last winter there was no rest, nor will there ever be and as far as grasp goes, what
reach, i can't even close my hands....,and possibility's went wayside months ago.

the me that loved to garden at the first sign of spring,the me that looked so forward to to daily walks spent soaking in all the "new" nature had to offer. the me that spent hours making ready for a summer to be spent lounging around the pool,the me that thrived on all the outdoor outing with the boys. the me that planned, shopped and cooked extravagant family meals with all the bounty spring and summer had to offer.the me that roughed it in
great wide open (camped) and savored every minute of it.


the me i want to be and the me i am are so far from each other with no way to reconnect.
that me is gone an is never coming back. no re blooming in my future.not even a hint of that me is left except in my mind. it is going to take all the courage i can muster to face the cold hard facts, the physical me will have to live on inside my head from here on out. praying god will give me that courage and more and that i will be able to find peace in all that i can still do.

Dazed and Confused!!!

Resting in the beauty that surround me, while i wait on the lord for his healing touch!

Side swiped!!!!!

OK.....so why no postings.....I got hit by a Mac Truck before the holidays and have had to conserve all my energy just to get by..........but as soon as I find my humor, I will be back......(that's my story and I'm sticking to it.) mean while if you could put in a good word for me with GOD....thanx for the much needed prayer's........ ;)

2009.....thanksgiving......so yes the taylor's did make a major decision and take the river place off the market....it has been up for two years now and we have even turned down a few offer's, yeah we would like to kick ourselves in the pants for those smart decisions, but we are not looking back only forward and how much fun our lil guy's will have on the lake just as our lil girl's did back in the day.......mikey told one of our river neighbor's " we are going to start over just like were 18 again", only problem i have with that is our body's are not.....no more seadoo for this grandma......!!so we are looking to buy a new boat and checking into how big a new trailer we can get in our space, but until then we will just enjoy what God has blessed us with, and that is just what we did over this past holiday....the boy's really loved cruz 'n the park, which brought back fond memories of the girls and, the hundred's of hour's they spent going in circles around the park, doing what girl's like to do best...chase boy's, .......opi took the boy's fishing and they even caught a few....of course they threw them back as they aren't anything ya wan ta eat.....the girl's spent lot of time basking in the sun and enjoying each other's company, and as for me i spent my time pain free and chilling ...... i am thankful to GOD for the amazing family he has blessed me with and the time he has given me to enjoy them!!!!!!



ps...sorry no pictures as i left my camera their in havasu :(

Venting!!!!

warning: if you continue to read this post it may be very harmful to just how sweet you thought i was!

i am finding the need to vent...so vent i must.

what propels young mom's and dad's to drag out their sick children in public. where has their GOD given common sense gone?, i know they started out with it.........i ask you? what is more important then the well being of a child....NOTHING!!!!!! little clue for ya! when your kid is hacking up a lung and yellow snot is running from their nose to their mouth, it is a nice warm bed they need to be in , not the supermarket, movie theater or sunday school or disneyland. really? is your life that busy or important that you forgot that when you are sick all you want to do is climb into your bed and sleep....well here's another little clue for you ....so does your sick child......do us all a favor and help us avoid what could be a potential hospital stay, and keep your children home when they are sick....................