How did i get here and where am i anyway?

ok .....getting old sucks!!! no matter how much i fight it my body is taking a turn for the worst ( and i might add it didn't have far to go)....i need to walk daily, eat healthier, be more active, eat only organic, stay out of the sun........etc....etc....etc.... but when you feel like your in a 300 degree oven most of the time and your emotions are so outta whack you find yourself in tears daily and you seem to be forgetting things like where you left your purse, keys, glasses, did you lock the house, the car, close the garage and you find yourself leaving the stove on, the straighter on, the iron plugged in...... ( i still cannot believe i have not burnt down the house YET and i cannot tell you how many times i have to turn around to "JUST CHECK" and find that i indeed needed to turn around, THANK GOD!!!!) and worse yet i am starting to forget appointments (my hairdresser has moved me onto her keep an eye on list as i have misssed two appointments in the past 6 months, the only thing i got going for me is she is mel's childhood friend...and that only goes so far...and i'm pretty sure were there)) i also forget what i went to the to the store in the first place for only to have to hit another on my way home and still not get what i needed ( list you say-yeah i make them only to forget where i put them).....it is hard to do the things you know you need to, or should i say REMEMBER to do the things you know you must do to keep father time from running you over. He is on my track and in hot pursuit.......i gotta RUN!!!!!! or as DORI ( i used her because this is whom i feel like lately)would say in nemo......"just keep swimming...just keep swimming, swim, swim, swimming" What as opposed to.....Sinking.....yeah not so much...i gotta lotta swim left in me and a lotta ocean to cover to get to Maui, yes Maui ...that i know is my destiny.........


JUST SAYING!!!!!!!